thank you thank you thank you, life!

i know, i've fallen back into remission - a whole week without posting, after that orgy of words. but what a week; it was phenomenal!

so, when i left whatshisface back in august, i suddenly found myself back in vancouver and was amazed by how clearly the gods favoured my return. temporary homes lined up like obedient children, work bowed before me like an adoring servant. it was brilliant, and it was very clear to me that the gods wanted me in vancouver.

but did i listen? noooooo. i went running back to whatshisname for a final month of misery. luckily for me, my gods are generous gods, and they have paved my re-return home with platinum and daisies! (i was going to say gold and roses - more popular images of abundance - but platinum and daisies are my personal favourite precious metal and flower.)

i have found a great home in the heart of the very fabulous mount pleasant neighborhood - reputed for its funky little restaurants and shops and its overall dramatic (but not tragic) hipness!

i've found two great jobs! one for the pocketbook, one for the theatre girl who lives inside me, and both for the soul. one job is with a tiny and amazing non-profit organization populated with smiling friendly people out to change the world's vibrations, the other is with a funky little theatre company whose last play rocked my world. and in a couple of weeks, i'll be doing some stage managing with a crew of beloved friends - the old crew from the cultch days. ahhh!

during my interview yesterday, the fella asked me how long i'd been back. "two weeks," i replied. "wow," he whistled, "you don't waste your time." funnily, it's actually because i've wasted the last two years of my life, trapped in a pathetic limbo of lies, that i'm so energetic to get it all finally STARTED!!!

i'm feeling calm. happy. centred. awake. and also a bit fuzzy! (a bit warm and fuzzy, a bit bc pot good'n fuzzy!) and good. so so good.

thank you vancouver gods for giving me another chance!!
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